HE WANTS TO BE!!!

He says that I'm different now, exactly how he wanted me to be. That time has alter our relationship over the last 15years. I can tell he's been reflecting after all we both have grown . With growth one thing has somehow remained the same our love. It's as if thru it all God had a special agenda for our love. Maybe it's to inspire one of the most modern love story for those around or just to test our limits of emotional gain. Either way we both find it hard to distance ourselves away. I must say at this point I find it pretty amusing to see two people so unconsiously drawn to one another. Like a partnership without any business to attend too, we find the simpliest alternative to engage our souls.While he spends his time looking for the answer to a more logical interpretation to what we have. I've accepted the more rational comprehension that he's simply the man I've grown custom too and while he wants to be everything I prefer he stay as the SUN! 

TITI LOVES U!!!!

JayJay I know it's hard for you to understand right now, but know that I apologize. I don't mean to be away from you for so long, but there's thing's that Titi has to do so she can stay on. Just know that I'll always be around and though I can't be there everyday I'm a phone call away! If mommy ever needs me tell her to call Titi Bebe and I'll come running, cause she's not only just your mom,but my sister from another mother and   I love her for giving me you(your dad too)! So never feel I'm too far away, cause I think about you everyday your one of God's many blessings in my life. So don"t you ever forget Jadyen TITI LOVES YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHERE ARE THE LEAVES!!!!!

It's seems to me that Winter is having hard time going away, like that 80's hairspray bang that the front desk Assistant at your Dentist office thinks is still hot (by the way can someone let her know it's not)! Were all praying for the days of green leaves and Burberry taupe trench coats! At this point we all might agree to low 50's temperatures at night, anything that might keep us out a little longer then on a night in the low teens! I know that I'm willing to give up my extra hour of beauty sleep just to see the sun after a long day at the office. See the thing about the Spring is I can feel it in the air silently whispering I'm on my way still it's nothing like the real thing. All I have is the shades that keeps my eyes blocked from the Winter wind and the constant question WHERE ARE THE LEAVES!!!!!!