GOD CAN YOU HEAR ME!!!

As I turn a new leaf in my life the pressure sometimes feels unbearable. Tryin to understand that we all have some battle we're fighting how do we still get threw a day to keep pushing forward? I tend to believe that all the things I been thru, from the lost of my parents to having my 4 yr old nephew ask me how much I love him,and me saying so much it hurts Chris. How will he ever understand that he's part of the reason I won't give even. I feel like where and when will my break come, I've been talking to God alot lately hope to find what I been looking for. All I can say is while the time pasts and I continue to grow God's must be busy with this world and can't get to me right now. As I leave my message on his voicemail God I know that I'm strong and your dealing with the weak but I'm wondering, maybe if I knock at his door and simply say GOD CAN YOU HEAR ME NOW!!!!!

LOVE IN SACRIFICE!

I find it hard to believe that a person can sacrifice all for the love of someone just to have the love walk away in vain. When you give all that you have and all you  recieve is a blank stare as the reason for your love lost.What I do believe is that when you give a person all that you have and still come out empty handed  it's more about finding you and less about who was wrong. You should never have to give up all of you to make someone love you. Love doesn't ever return to you empty-handed when it's real. If your more then willing to sacrifice everything for someone you love then you better make it worth it.Choice wisely when giving your heart out and if it doesn't workout then expect nothing to be the same stop trying to hold on just let go and keep the experience. Learn from your broken heart and take the time you need for yourself to heal and keep looking forward cause there's always a bright Sunny sky after a really bad storm! LESSON LEARNED!!